Tuesday, September 14, 2004

an open letter to my friend


to whom it may concern,

it has been two days since we last chatted ..
and the content of the chat had struck me hard ..
i kept thinking ..
what does a FRIEND really meant to you ..
you only called me up when you need help ..
you never called up just to say hi ..
maybe you are being occupied ..
but i had tried my best in upholding the friendship ..
i've asked you out ..
but you refused and kept giving reasons ..
the reason that you gave is that I am being such a kerek person ..
am I that kerek all the time?
actually what does kerek means?
i tried to be myself at most time ..
i asked you whether i had been kerek on our last trip out ..
you said no ..
there ..
i am not all the time kerek ..
it might just be you ..
who cant accept the way i am ..
or maybe it is really me ??
have you ever noticed that i had tried my best to mingle around with your friends?
but did you try to do the same too?
you gave reasons instead of trying ..
i think that is kerek ..

i am trying my best to uphold our friendship ..
~your friend~

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