is it just me or ??
somehow ..
i am a good listener ..
you could go on "bla bla bla" with me for hours ..
you could talk on any topics with me ..
and i could just listen for hours ..
and i gave my opinion when i could ..
but somehow ..
i felt like you yourself is not such a good listener ..
when it is my turn to talk ..
when it is my turn to talk about me .. about my friends ..
you would just listen without interest ..
and quickly turn back the conversation into your own topic ..
why?
am i was suppose to be the listener only?
am i bad at talking?
[i know i am not such a good story teller .. i cant relate story well .. will always skip the unimportant points .. but that is just me being straight to the point]
why must it always be you and you?
it has been a while actually ..
but somehow as days goes by .. it just beginning to struck me hard ..
why?
sighs ..
am i like that coz i am afraid of losing my friends?
is it hard for me to say NO to my friends?
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . ? ? ?
arghh .. it is 8th of November and I am stuck with the dateline !!
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